{"id":353,"date":"2018-12-17T01:38:32","date_gmt":"2018-12-17T01:38:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/?p=353"},"modified":"2018-12-19T18:15:31","modified_gmt":"2018-12-19T18:15:31","slug":"four-wall-and-an-empty-space","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/four-wall-and-an-empty-space\/","title":{"rendered":"Four Walls And An Empty Space"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-audio\"><audio controls src=\"http:\/\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/FourWalls2018.mp3\"><\/audio><figcaption>c. 2000<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2560\" height=\"1440\" data-attachment-id=\"362\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/four-wall-and-an-empty-space\/organizedchaos-2\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/organizedChaos-1.jpg?fit=2560%2C1440&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"2560,1440\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;2.2&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;SM-J727T&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1544993582&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;2&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;640&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.0833333333333&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"organizedChaos\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/organizedChaos-1.jpg?fit=300%2C169&amp;ssl=1\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/organizedChaos-1.jpg?fit=525%2C295&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/organizedChaos-1.jpg?fit=525%2C295\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-362\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/organizedChaos-1.jpg?w=2560&amp;ssl=1 2560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/organizedChaos-1.jpg?resize=300%2C169&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/organizedChaos-1.jpg?resize=768%2C432&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/organizedChaos-1.jpg?resize=1024%2C576&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/organizedChaos-1.jpg?w=1575&amp;ssl=1 1575w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 767px) 89vw, (max-width: 1000px) 54vw, (max-width: 1071px) 543px, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<!--more Read Lyrics-->\n\n\n\n<p>And the dusty couch you would run around to try &amp; chase me through the house<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and the worn out run and the door above- could not walk by without a hug.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Four walls<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; and an empty space.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Did your tires screech? Did you ever reach<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>that place that you were going to?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>did you get there fast as you wanted to?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and were they waiting there for you?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Four walls<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; and an empty space. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When I put my arms around you and I told you it would be allright<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I wasn&#8217;t so sure and it may turn out that I was lying<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>but I wanted to convince you that I understood the reason why<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and I knew the difference between see you later<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and goodbye&#8230;&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Stretched across my ribs<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>in this fleshy drum <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>from where the laughter used to come<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and all the skin<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>tween my lips &amp; chin<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>that would flatten when I&#8217;d grin<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Four walls.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; And an empty space. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>(background vocals: come find me. 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