{"id":214,"date":"2018-03-03T17:39:24","date_gmt":"2018-03-03T17:39:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/?p=214"},"modified":"2018-03-03T19:06:02","modified_gmt":"2018-03-03T19:06:02","slug":"insomnia","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/insomnia\/","title":{"rendered":"Insomnia"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure id=\"attachment_226\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-226\" style=\"width: 711px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"226\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/insomnia\/farrellandjodi-2\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/FarrellAndJodi-1.jpg?fit=711%2C715&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"711,715\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"Farrell and Jodi\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"&lt;p&gt;Jodi &amp;#038; I circa 1997, about when I wrote Insomnia.  Jodi was no longer in the band when we recorded it years later. However, I chose this pic because it harks back to a time of innocence, when I had unbounded natural energy. R.I.P. old friend.&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/FarrellAndJodi-1.jpg?fit=298%2C300&amp;ssl=1\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/FarrellAndJodi-1.jpg?fit=525%2C528&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"size-full wp-image-226\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/FarrellAndJodi-1.jpg?resize=525%2C528\" alt=\"\" width=\"525\" height=\"528\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/FarrellAndJodi-1.jpg?w=711&amp;ssl=1 711w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/FarrellAndJodi-1.jpg?resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/FarrellAndJodi-1.jpg?resize=298%2C300&amp;ssl=1 298w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/FarrellAndJodi-1.jpg?resize=100%2C100&amp;ssl=1 100w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 525px) 100vw, 525px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-226\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Jodi &amp; I circa 1997, at Wetlands in Tribecca, about the time I wrote Insomnia. Jodi was no longer in the band when we recorded it years later. However, I chose this pic because it harks back to a time of innocence, when I had unbounded natural energy. R.I.P. old friend.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>I wrote this song over 20 years ago. Strange revisiting old recordings. They say a picture is worth a thousand words, but a song captured in time can say so much more.\u00a0 <!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Essentially, I am reminded how much energy I had when I was in my late 20&#8217;s. Manic, perhaps. And though it&#8217;s a natural tendency to feel nostalgic for the past, I remember that I never relaxed. Ask me about a TV show back in the late 90&#8217;s, or a movie and you will notice the gaping hole in my pop culture knowledge. Simply put, I could not sit still on a couch or in a movie theater for more than a few seconds. Still, I miss that young woman&#8217;s burning kinetic energy.<\/p>\n<div class=\"wp-playlist wp-audio-playlist wp-playlist-light\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"wp-playlist-current-item\"><\/div>\n\t\t<audio controls=\"controls\" preload=\"none\" width=\"503\"\n\t\t\t><\/audio>\n\t<div class=\"wp-playlist-next\"><\/div>\n\t<div class=\"wp-playlist-prev\"><\/div>\n\t<noscript>\n\t<ol>\n\t\t<li><a href='https:\/\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/insomnia.mp3'>Insomnia<\/a><\/li>\t<\/ol>\n\t<\/noscript>\n\t<script type=\"application\/json\" class=\"wp-playlist-script\">{\"type\":\"audio\",\"tracklist\":true,\"tracknumbers\":true,\"images\":true,\"artists\":true,\"tracks\":[{\"src\":\"https:\/\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/insomnia.mp3\",\"type\":\"audio\/mpeg\",\"title\":\"Insomnia\",\"caption\":\"\",\"description\":\"Written circa 1998\",\"meta\":{\"artist\":\"Moxie\",\"album\":\"Unreleased\",\"length_formatted\":\"2:44\"},\"image\":{\"src\":\"https:\/\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-includes\/images\/media\/audio.svg\",\"width\":48,\"height\":64},\"thumb\":{\"src\":\"https:\/\/blindingtwinkle.com\/blog\/wp-includes\/images\/media\/audio.svg\",\"width\":48,\"height\":64}}]}<\/script>\n<\/div>\n\t\n<p>I love this recording, and vaguely remember laying the tracks years after it was written at 7th Heaven Studios. At first listen, aside from loving how well we played this as a band, it&#8217;s ticklish to hear Katy&#8217;s playful angelic vocals sing the dark lyrics, &#8220;I will be dead. I &#8211; I &#8211; will be dead.&#8221;<\/p>\n<h3>Insomnia Lyrics<\/h3>\n<div id=\"lyrics\" style=\"line-height:13px;font-size:12px;font-style:TimesRoman\">\nI can&#8217;t sleep at night because insomnia crawls into my bed<\/p>\n<p>kicks me in the abdomen and swims around inside my head<\/p>\n<p>it&#8217;s 4 am, the birds are quiet, scant is there a natural light<\/p>\n<p>I leave my bed and room and go outside to join the night<\/p>\n<p>I have insomia, and I&#8217;m cured, cuz I know one day, I&#8217;ll sleep forever more,<\/p>\n<p>I let insomnia crawl in my bed cuz I know one day I will be dead<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s been 40 blocks since I surrendered to this manic lure,<\/p>\n<p>it delivered me unto a brightly lit convenience store.<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t believe! There&#8217;s more like me! These late night, wide eyed shopping freaks. They browse, they stare, they buy coffee, they spend their lives on lottery.<\/p>\n<p>If i ask I&#8217;m sure i&#8217;ll find a party every night this week. There&#8217;s a carnival in town and 10 great sitcoms on tv.<\/p>\n<p>Museums! Movies! Skiing! Swimming! I can see and do it all.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve still got to work and eat and there&#8217;s no time to stall.<\/p>\n<p>Chorus.<\/p>\n<p>Katy: I will be dead. I- I will be dead\u00a0 2x<\/p>\n<p>Footstep noises bounce off the houses on this drive.<\/p>\n<p>They&#8217;re all sleeping. I&#8217;m awake and I&#8217;m alive.<\/p>\n<p>Footstep noises they&#8217;ll all think their dreams contrived.<\/p>\n<p>They&#8217;re all sleeping. I&#8217;m awake and I&#8217;m alive.<\/p>\n<p>Last Chorus variation:<\/p>\n<p>Oh insomnia has taken me&#8230;I put a pillow where my lump used to be&#8230;and I forgot the last chorus<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I wrote this song over 20 years ago. Strange revisiting old recordings. 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